souvenirs contenue

You know that feeling when you’re missing something you never had? Well, i’m like that. I had it, once.. twice. But i was too young and they were too dumb. I miss someone who could understand all of myself, who could watch my silence knowing all the words that are in my mind. Someone who could see me dancing, laughing, kissing, and know that i’m not like them, that i’m more that they can see. I never had it completely. Do you know why? People can’t understand others people feelings ‘cause they can even understand theirs. I want believe in soul mate, that makes me feel better. The felling that maybe one day, I’m gonna find YOU. You who I don’t even know how it looks like, but I don’t care. You that will see trought my eyes and read me. (You that probably would read all my texts, and see my tumblr, what anybody does). I’m never alone, there’s always someone. But they never make me feel the way I dream of. Until I met you, i’m gonna still hold anothers guys hands, kiss him, laugh at theirs jokes and pretend I’m happy. Until that, i’m gonna still be a half. But I will wait for you. :)